Tuesday, January 02, 2007

omgz, this is like my 4th or 5th post for th day?
hahahahah.
im damn angry yet feel like laughing at the same time.
HAHAHAHHAH!
my dad&sis calls the dog my name!
whatthehell.
stupid or whatttt!):

talking t fee&jasmine now.
hahahahh!
jasmine says she wnts t name her dog CAIYAN.
whatthehell.
ohmygoshhhz, im laughing too much today.
ahahahh!
lauz you CHICKEN.
=D
anyway sorry tooo!
hahaha,
ytd fee,sharon&i were talking until 3 plus
then before we put down,
we'ere like "eh, where's jasmine?"
HAHAHAHAH!
we forgot abt her.

i've alrd let you go.

thanks for everything,
thanks for all you've given me.
im letting it go alrd,
although sometimes i think twice abt it.
maybe i'l miss you,
although you dnt.
but i'l try t control my feelings.
thanks for telling me that i can go t you if i still need you,
but i think its not necessary anymore.
&sorry for everything i've done t you.
&those troubles i gave you.
&if you wnt t know, i dnt hate you.

thats all, i promise this'l be the last emo post.
hahahaha, =D
after this'l be a HAPPYHAPPY CAIYAN(:
oh btw, im changing number!
tell you all later k=D
oh yay(:
im talking t JANEVANDA now k.
i know damn out of pointttt!
i miss her damndamn alot! ):
didnt talk t her for almost 3 months k!
hahaha, still as funny as ever.
&she was saying when we're in P5,
we MUST talk on the phone everyday.
HAHAHAHHA, =D
i miss jessica too, where're you. ):
i think i lost alot of friends this year,
2006 SUCKS MAN,
hope 2007'l be a better one! =D
&i still haven done all my hw.

Monday, January 01, 2007

love sucks.

not bored what today, :/
OH YAY, SCHOOL'S REOPENING TMRRR!(:
HAPPYHAPPY! =D
cnt wait t see my friends!
&my class?
HAHAHA.
but the thought of waking up early,
):
im so used t sleeping late?
like ard 3/4 am.
&waking up at 12pm?
OH MAN, DIE.
hahah, oh wells.
last night was DAMN EMO.
everyone was sad k,
like at the same time.
was talking t feefee!
&i was damn sad, was tearing k. ):
&fee tooo!
then sharon!
whats w us man, fuck.
i drank beeer!
it taste like shit please,
almost vomitted everything out.
damndamndamn disgusting t the max.
talked till 2 or 3?
then wnt t beddd.
love chuping t the maxxx(:
jelly&chupingg!<3
hahahah, so cute.
oh yay, lunchdate w chuping on thurs!=D
tmr'l be date w jo&abidin!(:
cnt waittt.
thankyouu abidin!(:
you talked&helped me alot yesterday!(:
MY BELOVED AIR!(; I LOVE YOU<3


t a certain someone:
i didnt decide the ending,
its you who kept everything t yourself.
&now its like you stay offline all the time,
are you hiding?
i bet you are,
if you wnt t say that the memories we had were all bad,
then...
i've nothing t say man.
you know why i hate?
its because i love.
why do i even care so much abt it?
if you say i didnt think it affected you,
then i can tell you that, YOU'RE WRONG.
i know i gave you many problems ever since i met you,
then okay, i'l leave.


HAHAHA, OKAY.EMO POST.
i dnt like it,
(:thanks chuping for cheering me up!=D
WO AI NI T THE MAX K. <3

you crashed my heart.

hmm, so you are asking what changed.
OBVIOUSLY you are the one.
let me tell you,
you forgot what you promised me.
you forgot everything single fucking thing you told me.
i can tell you,
everything ended up like that is because of YOU.
you treated me like shit when you came back k.
dnt give me excuses like, you're tired or you're confused
or what fucking shit okay.
DAMNDAMNDAMN PISSED OFF.
i shouldnt feel sad abt it,
many people tell me ITS NOT WORTH IT for you.
but the thing is, i do.
WHATEVER,
anyway you're out of my life.
if you can treat me like this, so can i.
FROM THE START, I THINK YOU HAVE NO FEELINGS.
you dnt care how people feel right?
this is not the first time anyway.
but i cant deny that there's still feelings.
anyway, its time t change your blogskin.

OMFGZ, IM DAMNDAMNDAMN FUCKING PISSED.
okay, whatever.
im not gg t care anymore.
im chilling, i'l blog later when i have time! =D
i wnt school t reopen now!
but i dnt wnt t see some fucking faces.
irritate my life, :/

Sunday, December 31, 2006

omfgz, the colours combination rather bad i know. :/
bored!
bored!
bored!
&bored!
someone entertain me? =D
yay, i like cherries!(:
ate like one whole box of it! =D
&I LOVE CHERRICS TOOO<3
BELOVED PLz.
random post!
hahaha, im gg out already!
byez.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!=D

HAPPY NEW YEAR T ALL!(:

yesterday night had party at my house!
damn noisy!
hahahah,
drankk!(:
yayy, like finally.
&feefee please do not _____!
its bad for health&its obviously worst than drinking k.
locked myself in my room&talked t sharon&jasmine!=D
countdown w sharon,fee&jasmine!
it was damn funny!
&the countdown on tv was damn boring :/
this year's countdown not pathetic what!
HAHHAHA.
talked t fee&jasmine until 3.
i love them t the max k, plus sharon!(:
anw, this year's new year's not happy at all.
hahaha, please dnt call me emo.
i cnt wait for school t start!
i miss all my friends! ):
THREETWO!
hahaha, &i havent finish my homework. ):
DIE LAH.
doubt im gonna do it,
thats all for now :D

you promised t never make me sad,

its new year&this is what you give me.
I HATE YOU.

YOU CHANGED.

DAMMIT, IM FUCKING SAD.
)':
some say not worth,
i just dont get it.
dont keep me in suspense,
just pour out everything t me.

hahahh! so cute.
hahahah! gay partners.
i was bored, so did some stuff t th picture.
heeeh!(:



Saturday, December 30, 2006

cheekopek's feefee!


US!(: HAHAHHA.
I KNOW I LOOK DAMN UGLY IN THAT PICTURE.
FEEFEE'S FAULT.
WHO ASK HER T CHOOSE THAT ONE. :/
CARISSAABIDIN:CHEEE!
CAIYAN:KO!
JASMINE:PEKKKKK!
HAHAHAHA.
FEEFEE'S SUCH A beautiful DISASTER.
CHEEKOPEK WHAT!
what t do..
its so boring at home! ):
i wnt t go out t countdown!
))))): they all cnt go out.
guess we'l have t countdown at home.
blooody pathetic.
hahahahah!
miss wheels/miss tayar can i go t th toilet pleaseeeeeeee!
HAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHH!
inside joke man.
damn funnny.
wah, feefee the deeal!
on ah!
ahahaha.
cnt wait man.
must thank meeeeeee(:
OMGZ, CNT STOP LAUGHING.

HAHAHAHAH FEEFEE!
SO FUNNNY.
OKAY LAH, QUITE CUTE!
LIKE MEEEE!
AAHHAAH!
EGO FEEFEE.
SHARON SO CUTE AGAIN.
AHAHAH, UNLIKE THE PERSON BESIDE HER.
HEEEEH.

HAPPY FEEEEET.(:

SHARONNN.
SO CUTE!
AS USUAL RIGHT.
AHAHAHAH=D
FEE'S BUTT.
HAHAHAHAHAH.
AIYO, SHE THINKS SHE HAS BEATIFUL BUTTOCKS.
HEEEEEEEEEH.
SHE TOOOK IT HERSELF.

OHMYGOSHHHHHZ, HAHAHHHA.
GUESS WHO'S BUTT.

CARISSA ABIDIN.(:
SHE HAS DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD.
HAHAHAHAHAHH.
hahahaha,
jasmineLAUZ shy.
=D

sharongohCHUPING.


HAHAHAHA.


so cute right.


=D



disgusting curry chicken that jasmine&i ate at coro. :/

OHMYGOSHHHHHHZ, :/

HAHAHHAHAHA.
EEFEE THINKS SHE'S CUTE!
LIKE OHMYGOSHHHHHZ.
EEEEYER, :/
&&SHE'S A CHEEKOPEK PLEASE.
HAHAHAHHAHA.
CHEEKOPEK'S SHYYY!
AHAHHHA(:
NOT FUNNY WHAT.

SHARON'S FUNNYYYY! HEEEH=D

i love jasmine's jacket!=D

back from tiong bahru!=D
wnt t meet jasmine,abidin&feefee at anchor point in the morning!(:
slacked around at KFC&i swear the woman there's
damn disgusting&she freaks me out! ):
walked around anchor point&soon after we wnt t jasmine's house!
slacked around again!
played some spin top thing.
HAHAHA, JASMINE YOU SUCK.
cause you always win! :/
i won ONCE okay.
hahahah, fee&i poor little souls.
then jasmine was super funnny!
potential ANIMAL lah you, lauz.
cat,dog,cow,chicken&seriously, anything.
HAHAHAH.
borrowed jasmine's jacket!
THANK YOUU.
its very comfy! HEEH=D
after that rushed t tiong bahru t meet sharonnn!
watch death note again!
missed like 10 mins of the show i think.
omfgz, i dnt like the GV people there! ):
they confiscated the chocolate i gave sharon!
&we had t get it back after the show.
whatthehellz.
the show was goood=D
i like!
although i watched it like many times alrd.
HAHAHA.
after that we all took bus t somewhere near queensway!
stupid abidin&jasmine!
wnt t trick us t get down at th wrong stop.
then fee,sharon,jasmine&i wnt down
while abidin wnt somewhere else.
then we walked t anotehr busstop t take bus t school!
cause i needed t change bus&jasmine was gg t her grand's house.
HMMM, SOME PEOPLE CALLED SHARON&I PERVERTS.
WHILE THE PERSON HERSELF'S A
CHEEKOPEK!
ACTUALY NOT ONE, BUT 2!
JASMINELAUZ&NUR SHAFIQAH.
HAHAHAHAHAH!
stupidddd or what?
anyway jasmine&i got off at farrer market t get drinks!(:
milo dinosaur! heeeh :D
&she acc me t wait for my bus!(:
so the bus had t come when i drank halfway lah!
wah laoz.
anyway, the bus was dammit cold! ):
even when i was wearing jacket!
thats all people, =D

Thursday, December 28, 2006

=D

oh yay, im finally back homee(:
its like 9?
heeh.
hmm, was suppose t meet fee,sharon&jasmine at 930?
but woke up latee! ):
so yeah, didnt meet them.
sorrry jasmine&sharon!
hahahaha.
jasmine waited under the rain for me, SORRY.
sharon, i dnt know what but still! SORRY! ):
bussed t school!
waited for them then wnt up together.
had sectionals!
ahahah, not funny what.
& i cnt tongue for goodnesss! )))):
my tongue's retarded.
HAHAHHA. :/
i can just die for syf next yr.
then main band.
mr tan talked abt the concert!
): super sad lah.
we didnt do our best.
then we did the syf set piece!
sunrise!
hahaha, i like safari though.
:D
after band wnt t coro for dinner!
w fee shahira&jasmine!
THEY talked alot as usual so i just listened.
after that fee&jasmine walked me t my busstop!
then jasmine's dad didnt wnt t pick her so i walked w her
t the opp busstop after fee's bus came.
we missed one bus&waited super long for the next.
& i swear jasminelauz's damn lame.
then we got down at queenstown&jasmine waited
for my bus t come so i could get homeee.
i hate long bus rides, ):
boring day!
yayy, i cnt wait for 30th!
outing w sharon! fee&jasmine :D
heeeh.
schoool! please reopen soon!(:
yay 5 more days.